Thursday, December 28, 2006
our defects, our dangerous depths, our suppressed hatreds, our moments of weakness and desperation- all are unimportant. we accept all that is wrong about us- and despite it, believe that we are deserving of a happy life- then we will have thrown open an immense window that will allow love t enter. little by little, our defects will dissapear, because one who is happy can look at the world only with love- the force that regenerates every thing that exists in the universe (:
thats what my sweetie wrote for me in her card(:
thanks dear, im happy super high now!
haahha ok not as high as just now
was running arnd the hse like mad dog
too inlfuenced by kiki baby (:
i recieved xmas cards! i thought i wouldn get any this yr heh thankyou t those who bothered wishing in one way or another!
i read all the cards and was so touched!
HAHA ok no other word t describe
but thanks t eveyone(:
for the past few days ve been busy at the temple
my daddy signed up for the 100 million om mani pad mi hung
so i went for two days
was dreading it but i had fun!
hahahah my cousin and i were self amusing
and the two guys behind us were so amused at us they kept laghing at us
heh the pple there all very friendly so nice
can randomly talk t anytone! aahahaha so smiley
hahaha and i got eye candy there!
so malu cause i wanted t fill hot water for my auntie t make her water warm
then i touch the tap the red thing dropped off!
my heart drop lahh
hahahah then the uncle walk past then he laughed at me ):
very cute but he nv help me
then some guy came by and helped me fix dint even have the chance t thank him buyt he left alr :S thn i went t try again
and it dropped again! i almost wnted t scream alr
then another ah peh laughed at me!
lucky thing sachikos lao shi came t my rescue
hahahah yay nice pple!
lalala i like my eye candy (: (:
hehh but i wont see him anymore
haii you yuan zai xiang jian! ahaha crap lah
going back temple on sunday! hope t see my eye candy
hahaha keep seeing so many pople that resembles my eye candy :S
hahah blahblahblahblahblah
anyway i feel so happy and blessed t be able t chant!
i was thinking that if dint go for the recitation i would have spent my day in such a waste
sudd realised how impt time was t me
nxy yr im goona volunteer with my cousins! hehh
i went out t crap with haiying today
ahahah makes me laugh all e time wahaha
we were both lamenting about how sad our lives were
and that next yr our lives may be more exciting
ahhaha then must entertain each other like meet up every mth!
met chen wei and sijia so scary
hahaha was just a few sconds diff hahaha
anw i envy the auntie at bishan mrt staion
she can sing so well! how i wish i can sing like her ):
humph at lleaast i dont go out of tune ;like my lover hehhhh!
talking bout szuan! i think she passed me her disease
i fell down twice today! :S drop my money somemore
so suay still missed all my busses
in e end i took shuttle bus waited for an hr ;s
rahhhhh hahaha
my poor butt lah the unlce and auntie still ask me if im ok.
):
hmm i feel bad
cause the xmas cards i made this yr was so unmeanungful
sorry guys ): dint have time was an excuse
i guess i wasnt in the mood bah
hahah esp when i recieved so many cards today!
blehh :S so guilty
rahh i always do things then make myself regret aft that
dont know whats wrong with me also
been so bao zao
was so irritable on the phone today
even mummy said theses sth wrong with me
pardon me ):
i shall take note of myself more
tell me if im being unreasonable
rahh im typing in the dark now!
bad for eyes
haha like my uncle says must respect ur eyes!
bahh ok i gtg alr.
hahaha tmr will be a funday!
ge outing! :D
TATA
;; right from the beginning